All Is Number

I like to think of myself as a mathemagician and true scientist. To that, I think there is much more than what meets the eye. There are many so-called “scientists” out there who come up with all kinds of nonsense, and they seem proud of their intellect and false reasoning. The one major fail that [...]

To Die Is to Live

As I lay here observing, how thoughts and states zap and drain certain energies inside of me, I see a play of fear and pride so undeniable. Fear of what? It only takes something small, but it threatens who I am or who I think I am, who others want me to be, who I [...]

Playing Lumberjack

I’ve been playing lumberjack this weekend on this horrendous orange tree and some other things. This was quite the dangerous adventure. Have you ever seen an orange tree? Those thorns are lethal, as you can see here with my fingers spanning the length of a thorn… Yesterday I chopped it down and took it to [...]

Something Good

When I woke up this morning I wanted to do something good, something genuine. I wanted to be pure and true. It was this really strong feeling. But in opposition to that feeling was this pull to do something for myself, something involving a certain addiction/pleasure. But I really didn’t want to be that person, [...]

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